Sometimes I Feel Small

Sometimes I feel small,
Second guess what I say.
It sucks to feel sad and defeated
With no rhyme or reason to show.

So I lower my eyes,
Pretending I'm fine,
But my head keeps yelling at me
And my heart keeps hurting badly
Still, feelings aren't facts...I know.

Sometimes I feel small,
Want to shrink away.
Maybe disappearing
From this feeling that I'm fearing
Will help erase all of the grey.

Sometimes I feel small
When I'm not small at all.